Thursday, February 26, 2009
I Guess I Should Be Embarrassed
As you will recall, in my post on Monday I was quite enthusiastic about my date on Saturday night. Since I really haven't heard from Mr G, clearly that enthusiasm was totally one sided. As the headline says, I guess I should be embarrassed. I just don't have it in me though. I did have fun, I did like him. The fact that it only went one way...well, it happens. It sort of makes me feel aware that maybe I am not bringing much to the table, so to speak... I mean, I'm not looking to be uplifted here and I'm not exactly feeling bad about myself, but lets face it...I don't have much to offer. So, I am just going to look at the positives. I had a nice dinner, saw a good movie, and had some interesting conversations. I got to feel happy and excited for awhile. I was inspired to read a book that I'd been meaning to read and am enjoying quite a bit. Meeting someone new is seldom a total loss and this certainly was not. So there you have it. I guess I should be embarrassed, but I think in the end it is okay to put your feelings out there. It seems better to get excited and happy than to be all jaded and closed off. That is my opinion. What is yours?