It's true. I am adjusting. I find over and over again that I am nothing if not adjustable. I am adjusting quickly to the new (again) summer work pace. I am adjusting a bit more slowly to my new living arrangements and my new ways of trying to keep up with the boys who I don't run into in the kitchen anymore. I am beginning to feel that I am going to be able to do this, all of it.
I know it is only a matter of time before I feel happy again. Not that I am walking around miserable at all times, or that I don't, in fact, feel happiness. I don't and I do. But what I've been missing for some time now is that deep, deep, deep sense of happiness and contentment that sometimes hits you. You know what I mean. And I know it will come to me again. So I am waiting. No magazines though....
7 comments:
The deep happiness and peace will come to you, I'm 100% sure of it. You're out of a very awkward and painful situation and that helps a great, great deal!
Everything is just changing right now. Let things slow down a bit and settle in a groove again.
Smile...it gets better
It will definitely come to you. I remember my last move away from a jerky boyfriend. it took me a few months to feel that, but I definitely got it. And now I have it almost all the time.
Slowly but surely, it will happen. It is starting already...
You are just easing your way in gently... adjustment, acceptance then enjoyment. :o)
It takes some time to adjust. Your move seemed a bit unexpected, so it may take a little longer than expected.
Tara: Those are very encouraging words and I thank you for them :-)
Evil-E: Everything is definitely moving fast...slowing down would help...
Churlita: You are a very inspiring person. I look forward to being where you are.
MrManuel: Thank you. It does take time.
Daffy: I like that! A little three step plan seems reasonable.
AlienCG: Yes, exactly, thing happened quickly and my feelings just haven't caught up yet.
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