Thursday, June 26, 2008

Aw, Look! She's Adjusting!

It's true. I am adjusting. I find over and over again that I am nothing if not adjustable. I am adjusting quickly to the new (again) summer work pace. I am adjusting a bit more slowly to my new living arrangements and my new ways of trying to keep up with the boys who I don't run into in the kitchen anymore. I am beginning to feel that I am going to be able to do this, all of it.

I know it is only a matter of time before I feel happy again. Not that I am walking around miserable at all times, or that I don't, in fact, feel happiness. I don't and I do. But what I've been missing for some time now is that deep, deep, deep sense of happiness and contentment that sometimes hits you. You know what I mean. And I know it will come to me again. So I am waiting. No magazines though....

7 comments:

Tara said...

The deep happiness and peace will come to you, I'm 100% sure of it. You're out of a very awkward and painful situation and that helps a great, great deal!

evil-e said...

Everything is just changing right now. Let things slow down a bit and settle in a groove again.

Smile...it gets better

Churlita said...

It will definitely come to you. I remember my last move away from a jerky boyfriend. it took me a few months to feel that, but I definitely got it. And now I have it almost all the time.

MrManuel said...

Slowly but surely, it will happen. It is starting already...

daffy said...

You are just easing your way in gently... adjustment, acceptance then enjoyment. :o)

AlienCG said...

It takes some time to adjust. Your move seemed a bit unexpected, so it may take a little longer than expected.

laura b. said...

Tara: Those are very encouraging words and I thank you for them :-)

Evil-E: Everything is definitely moving fast...slowing down would help...

Churlita: You are a very inspiring person. I look forward to being where you are.

MrManuel: Thank you. It does take time.

Daffy: I like that! A little three step plan seems reasonable.

AlienCG: Yes, exactly, thing happened quickly and my feelings just haven't caught up yet.