Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I Think of You and I Wonder...

Happy Talk Talk Tuesday to you.  Another day is quickly flying by.  I'm feeling tired and nervous and, in spite of my efforts, it is hard not to think about the fact that DR will be driving away from here in less than two weeks.  Sometimes I feel calmly certain that the time will fly and he will come back and we will pick up where we never even left off.  Sometimes I feel something like despair.  I know that sounds melodramatic, but that is how I am...I waste a lot of mental and emotional energy on things that no one can control.  What is going to happen is going to happen, right?  Anyway, here is my thought for today:

I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.
~Steven Javan Jones


Sigh.  I am going to get myself in a better mood and come back tomorrow with a fun Choose and Defend, I promise.  Thanks for your patience.

6 comments:

Tara said...

Oh the two of us are more than just Blogthings twins, I get the same way with worrying over things that, if I thought about it, I know I couldn't control.

I think it's natural to feel a sense of despair with something like this, although it isn't the end of the world. You will miss each other during the abscence, but remember that it's temporary. Not sure if that helps at the moment, though.

Mrs. Hairy Woman said...

It's hard to not think of what may or may not happen.. But keep thinking positive and if it was meant to be (which I think it is)then he will be back before ya know it....

Churlita said...

I'd be right there with you if I were in the same situation. You will get through it. I know you know that but I'm trying to help you with the reassurance part, because that's what I always need.

Word verification? SCARE. Weird, huh?

laura b. said...

Tara: Not that misery loves company exactly, but I do like knowing that other people think like I do. There is something comforting about that :-) And when I think about it being temporary, I feel like I can deal...but I worry that somehow it will turn into forever and that ruins me. sigh.

Mrs: You make a good point, Mrs. I tell myself that...what is going to happen is going to happen, whether I relax or stress...it will happen.

Churlita: I am certainly seeking reassurance here. When people I have come to like and trust tell me it will be okay it definitely helps me feel better. Thank you.

secret agent woman said...

Oh, you truly have my sympathy on this one.

laura b. said...

Secret: Thank you, I appreciate that.